Hey all

Im living alone in Tucson these days. It is such a stark change from living with others for two years. I’ve been editing and working on my book mostly. Still can’t find work, still sometimes depressed. There’s not much relief. Being on probation is quite depressing. Thinking about my whole life. So many friends and […]

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The James Webb Space Telescope’s 1st target star is in the Big Dipper. Here’s where to see it. | Space

https://www.space.com/james-webb-space-telescope-first-target-star However my implications in the view that is incredible that I wish via vis that science worked more with mysticism and vice versa as well as understanding machine learning and the implications in conjunctions with space and science.

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A journey in dreamscape

I was taking some psychdelic mushrooms. I was in tears crying over what I am sure was my twin flame. I was listening to some juice world and it was a painful reminder of wounds from years ago. No matter how long time was, it is still such a feeling. Ripping your heart and making […]

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A poem

Hurt Well my own Dreams The hollow  The sting The worms still need And moreIs it worth it for right here Or what else is really wrong with me Or is it my environment and situations Dont forget me And what else can I say about them That I haven’t already said What did you really […]

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I lived through the light

I lived through the light, as well as I saw the dark. I saw the depths of the shadows and the golden light. Seemingly life had taken some turns as of late. I am reminded and wondering the consistency between worms and disease and I see deeper layers of healing and the universe. I see […]

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You can do all that

So where to start. I was always a friendly one, but also the vindictive one. Maybe the things I sensed before they happened all came true. I am an outsider. I have to fight all the people in the world because of what’s been going on So this goes to I hope new followers and […]

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On one story turning into other’s Of a pure land stolen by impure hands Of a black magician using the lightFor misplaced vices Of a seductress and spell magnified as a vision Which was never of one’s own And light magnifiedInto hate and purgingHow it went all around Weaving into another psyche Into and out […]

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